Insomnia-A dark nursery rhyme by ladynyk, literature
Literature
Insomnia-A dark nursery rhyme
Insomnia:
twinkle twinkle
little pain
I see you've come
to play again
lodged here in my soul so tight
turning brightness into night
twinkle twinkle
tearing ache
please let me sleep
to never wake….
…now I lay me down to sleep
my life in tatters at my feet..
if I should Wake before I die
I pray these tattered wings can fly..
twinkle twinkle
empathic strain
I never want to feel again
trapped here in this world so cold
where self is wrong
and Us is gold.
twinkle twinkle
falling tear..
how i wonder why i'm here..
Porcelain doll with tangled hair,
People pass or stop and stare,
Her cotton clothes are ripped and torn,
Her parents regret the day she was born,
Her plastic heart has melted down,
Her stunning smile, a perfect frown,
Her shining future, a blackened road,
Her flowing words, a fucked up code.
Once glowing eyes, now dark and dead,
And voices scream inside her head,
A falling rain of acid tears,
Mirrors reflecting all her fears,
A fire raging through her veins,
Drugs to reduce all her pains,
Her porcelain skin, now scarred and bruised,
Her staggering beauty, now gone and used.
A foreign beauty, now buried alone,
A cryptic place
I'm a very simple person once you get to know me. I'm anal about grammar and spelling. I have a IDGAF attitude unless it's something I truly care about. I love The Used and Lady Gaga, but I tend to listen to anything. I'm non-judgmental person and you can always feel free to talk to me. I have my own opinions and express them freely. I'm very independent person and prefer to be alone. I'm a very simple person to amuse. Photography is a big thing in my life and my camera is never far from sight. My favorite colors are blue,green,and purple. I watch Jersey Shore and Degrassi religiously. I make smiley faces backwards.
I haven't used this account in ages and I don't know why. Since you've last seen me I've got a new camera and I'm in love with it. I've also dyed my hair and I'm not a blonde anymore which also makes me happy. I've thought about making a new account for my new camera almost as a fresh start. I'm beginning to find myself as an artist and I really don't want people walking all over it so I may and I may not.
I have no more intentions on using this account other than to hold all my older pictures so I can look back at them later and watch my improvement. I understand if you un-follow me.
On top of a broken elbow I sprained my ankle, yeah I know.
I have yet to get started to on my drawing because I keep forgetting my pastels.
I also have some pictures to upload.
Have yet to get started on a website, because I need a bigger screen (I have a cute purple netbook)
Yep I'm pretty exciting [not]
<3 always,
Sydney
I currently have a broken elbow so I really can't do much haha, I fell off of my bicycle.
The title does have some news to come with it! I want to work on a drawing that has been in my head for a while with oil pastels, and I might take a picture of a still life I did with them, off the top my head.
School work has been okay, I still need to find a host and I'll be working on my site here shortly.